Love Connected

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Written in June of 2022, the song is about how I needed to accept that its okay for good things to happen in my life, I lacked confidence in myself, that I was good enough for the relationship I was in. The song expresses that I do want this relationship, because it makes me feel so good and maybe I do deserve love.

Written in April 2019, this song is about my grandmother, who died of cancer when I was a child. It shows my struggle accepting that she is gone. It was the first song that I fully completed.

Written in December 2019, I explore my depression in this song. Around the time when I wrote this song I was extremely depressed, some days I wouldn't want to get out of bed to go to six form. The song also talks about how I thought I was worthless to other people and wanted to die.

This song was written some time before December 2022. It was the first Ukulele song I had written. Its a simple song about how much I was in love at the time. The intro of the song was written months before the rest of the song.

Written in December 2021. This was the first song I used finger picking instead of strumming, its one of my favourites from the album as the music is so interesting to me. The lyrics talk about how I wanted to move far away with the person I was dating at the time, never wanting to see any other person but her ever again. I hated the first line of the song when I wrote it, but it grew on me as I was finishing the song, now its one of my favourite lines. It was also the first song that I tried to focus on the melody I was singing a bit more.

This song was written some time in 2020. My friend was very suicidal at the time and I didn't want him to die, so I wrote this song for him, he is still alive. The second verse was re-written when I was recording the album, I changed it to make it about my girlfriend at the time.

Written December 2019. The lyrics for this song were never written, that why they are pretty bad. The chorus was the only thing I wrote, its about how I didn't want to be depressed anymore. I like speaking to my depression like a person who wants to do harm to me, it lets me see how destructive my depression can be. The guitar in this song is an Elliott Smith rip-off.

Written some time before December 2022. This was the first piano song I finished. The lyrics are about my relationship with my girlfriend at the time. How I felt before I met her and then when I asked her out and how happy I was during the relationship. My favourite line form this song is "It's love, because I love you" it perfectly expressed how I felt about her, I was in love with her, because I loved her.

This song was written in February of 2019, this was the third song I ever wrote. The song is about my grandmother dying of cancer, the original lyrics were a lot more blunt and talked about a specific time I visited her in hospital. I changed the lyrics to be more obscure when I was recording the album, so that I wouldn't make my Dad sad if he ever head it. The chorus of the song is just the word melody, it was originally a place holder, just saying that I was singing a melody, but I kept it as it sounded nice.

Written some before December 2022. It was a cute song I wrote to make my girlfriend smile.

I wrote this instrumental before December 2022. My friend Ulaş liked it so much that I named it after him. This is supposed to be a hidden bonus track, but you can't really do that digitally